Relationship....

Just came back from chilling out with ah lun and peggy..asking me what happened to my relationship....i told them....and we chatted a lot of thing...really a lot....from simple things like r/s to sex and lies...AND VIDEOS!!!! whahahahaaa.....(right peggy????)

After so many things had happened....i really dunno wat happened to me and my relationships...haiz....dunno what to say...but....just an experience i've gained...too many failures...now feeling like there's no faith in my next relationship....scared...afraid....faithless...now it makes me think....earning money and work is more important dan r/s....r/s can wait...but i think i needed rest for now....long term REST!!!

ok...now upload some pics from my granny's Bday....intended to post a few....cos toooooooo many of them....ok...lke i say..."what's yours is your's, we cant force things in"

da da da da da da dafei!!

well...last night just met up with fei fei..who is now not fei at all....slimed down a lot..but looked more man and macho....ah peg was there...jack russel was there too....now my russel looked more and more like zhou dong...haha....he blushes....ah peg getting more and more like a lady...omg...haha...she slimed down a lot also...haha...

had a very very very long talk....now i know what happened between toh bao duan and fei fei...after everything...i cant feel that big man is really hurt which cost him to lose his fat manhood...haha...anyway...fei kor...like i said to you....you'll gain something good in return...

for ah peg leh....we laughed like we used to be....she stil laughs like breathless...haa...slim...maybe more.....open-minded ya?? haha...sorry peg....

russel....my zhou dong...haha..now hair long..last night told him that if my palm covers his mouth he reall looked like jay zhou...no kidding..no joke...haha.....last night was was really a hearty chat for all of us who once i tot i'll lose them forever..but anyway...fei kor is one person i can nv ever forget in life...he is a GOOD MAN!!!

ok...shall stop here for the day...good night everyone...

Friends....Again? Trust a broken TRUST???

Just Read something from a long lost contact friend of mine...she might have changed...but i think...she's just following the crowd....in the end...she realised she found herself back...when she feels a sharp pain by a sudden mind struck in her head....

i dun blamed her for being that way...everybody will go thru that stage either sooner or later...talk later...meeting dafei..

Friends....

my idol....

wow...i got a new job...doing full time...part time stil property...earning both sides of the money...damn tired working til quite late...but still...end of the month i still get my pay...

recently...chat with peggy...like she said....or rather we said....dick...money and car...haha...forget abt it.....now we are still good friends...i guessed??? right peggy?? haha...now...denise....heard abt her story here and there...well...hope you know how where when who what to make amendments to....we are still friends....truly speaking....after what happened to us...previously...i nv bear any grudges on anyone....no matter who's fault is it...mine or who ever so...like i said...when you gain something...you bound to lose something...but when you lose something...you'll gain back something precious or not..

So i hope...denise...do what you need to do....you are a smart, smug looked and confident girl...you know you can do it when sincerity and courage comes...take care denise...all the best...as for peggy....come on....friends...comes and go....still friends...forgive and forget...i always do that except on some people i really dun like...hope we can still can go out for makan sometimes with russel...