WOW!!! After 4 years in army...finally can see my own PINK I/C!!! haha...hmmm...miss "him" so much....hmmm...currently been busy at work...so now is the time to write something in...what have i been doing recently...wake up at 10am...go to work at 11plus...view houses til 10plus 11...12am plus reach home...been busy really...wow...damn tired these few days...well..now officially "SINGLE"!!! i guessed there are people out there laughing at me..this that...but i dun mind...haha...hmmm...i know i've said hurtful words to "P"...you...yes...and "D"...yes you..i felt sorry...guessed i was confused at that times...really confused...blamed me...i just wanna say sorry to you girls...though sorry does not help...but with my deepest heart...i'm sincerely saying sorry to you girls...i dun wished to make enemies with you...but if you girls still hate me like one...i have no choice...its ok...what past is the past...cannot bring back..just have to face forward and walk the path once again...i learnt one thing...forgive and forget...well...i still have other friends and colleagues around me...supporting me of what i do....i dun mind having friends like you girls once again...but if you girls still hate me...i really cannot stop you from doing so...just to really deeply apologized to you girls once again whatever i did to you so hurting... :)
For me now...being single is the right way...should concentrate on my career...starting a relationship was wrong in the first place...totally wrong...spoiling all my bloody moods in everything...but now...i felt better....with family and supporting and understanding friends...i'll work towards my goal...to whom it may concern....hope your life with him will make you think twice...really..now i really treat you as friend category...as you know...really no more feelings for you anymore...there's much more other better and important things to do dan remembering or thinking of you...not worth it at all...thanked god (ah peh) you left me..i really feel much better..much much better...without you in my life...i feel no regrets at all...just feeling disappointed the way you are now...making yourself like....... :) ok...going to slp now...tomoro stil have got to work...good night to all..
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