After yesterday's incident....a lot of hooo haaaa....well...i have to admit...there's things i've done wrong..which i shouldn't have done...til now...dunno what she's thinking...really...but i'm doing my best to change for the better...wun be doing things in foolishness already...
Learnt my lesson...everytime i asked her Qs abt her and "R"...she'll tell me...what happen if i had a boyfriend...what happen if she's with him....do you know....how sad i was when she said this...but buliding up my courage...i'll say...i'll wait for her...no matter what...patience and perseverance....i guessed...plus sincerity and honesty with love...i want her back by my side...but it seems that...i dun even get a chance to meet her...seeing her face...every single day she's busy...but the only thing is still there is that i still get to listen to her voice...at least better than nothing..hoping for a day out with her...but it seems that the whole week she's busy...sometimes i feel that she's avoiding me...when i asked her out...she's says she's not free...well...i think i'm in the waiting list i guessed...everyday see her going out with "R" and colleagues...makes me feel uneasy...is like "R" is getting more chances and time with her than me....sad-ed...
Now is that...i wanted to savage this relationship...and turned over a new life with her...giving her a good comfortable shoulder to rely and cry on...smile always when she's with me...i know for her and our future...i can make it and be someone up there others look upon...and let others know that...she's not that type others will think she is...i trust and believe her....in everyway...
p.s. i still miss you a lot baby...give us a chance to start all over again....remember the song- The Past??? inside the lyrics....it says...there's one thing we have not do...is to "Forgive & Forget"...what past is the past...we shall not bring it up again... i still love you...hope one day you'll come back to my warm comfortable arms...i'll wait...
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